12.9.2007

i`m tired. blegh.
well, today was just average i suppose.
when i came to school, the twins, deb, kris and all were like late.
so whatever. had english. oral file and summary exercise.
then was pjk. played basketball and it felt good.
later on we got yelled at anyway. cause we were playing in our pinafores.
so then was recess. omg so funny. i was doing my work when this happened.

random voice: kar kei x15 *he calling her name while walking from the other end and he called kar kei like 5 times when he was standing in front of me*
deb:uhm. thats not kar kei.
me: *looks up*
kamar: oh! damn. ingat kar kei tadi. *walks away*
deb, twins and i: HAHA. omg. what the heck?

then suddenly everyone started calling me kk. URGH. weirdness. kamars fault =.=

so then we had math. i was like stressed out. so i started babbling everything to anis. and he would go, "uhm okay. how to do this question?" so then when he was done, i kept complaining bout my problems. then he would start laughing. and he made me laugh too. xD

later was bm, novel. urgh, hate novel wei.

then was science. had to discuss about some structure that we had to build.
so uhm, then we went home at 1.10 and when i got into the car i totally forgot i had to see zubaidah about the bm books. i`m so screwed tmrw.

so came home, had lunch while watching desperate housewives.
finished up food and slept at around 3.30.
woke up at 7 and yeah, i`m here now.

tmrws puasa, i think we`re going back at 1230 on most days. i don`t really know. but well, my muslim friends, have fun fasting :] it`ll be worth it once raya comes ;]

i`m in great need to talk to someone right now. i don`t know whats going on.
anis said its just "me denying my feelings"
what i feel? its just me being a person who cant control feelings.
i have to talk to someone later. bye =.=