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shucks, im actually crying.

and i NEVER cry easily. unless its super painful and its something really bad.
my darling best friend just got NS.
like what the heck la..
whoever invented NS sucks.
screw you, loser.
I honestly feel like slapping and stabbing the person who put my friend on the list.
of all people, it had to be him.
why couldn`t it have been some idiot who causes trouble?
why.. TTDI students are NEVER chosen for NS.
Just 3 or 4 out of 200 people.
why must it be him? argh.
i`ve never been so darn pist in my entire life.
okay, maybe i have.. but hey. it just sucks.
its bad enough that he`s leaving school, what more NS?
i hate you stupid kerajaan. **** you.
and besides, im sure the kerajaan doesnt noe how it feels to have their hopes of freedom after spm to be deprived. rite?
just cause you cant be young anymore, does that mean you have to ruin our lives? geez. stupid kerajaan.


and to my dearest friend,
it sucks. heck yeah i know its hard.
i mean hey.. ur the one who got it and i`m the one crying.
you know we`ve barely known each other for 2 years.
we`ve grown so much closer this year.
i`ll be praying that you can apply out of NS.
i`ll be praying that a miracle would happen and you wouldn`t go.
screw the people who did this to you,
their plain buttholes and brainless nutheads who dont know what their doing.
for now, dont think about it too much.
please be okay.

loves,
rach.