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i feel like stabbin myself now. seriously.

like argghh. i sem to be going in the wrong directions. life directions i mean.

i know my friends are always there but NO.

i cant stand it nemore. i need to get a lifee. a life where i dont repeat my mistakes and i dont pist my friends off like that.

and to those who know whats going on.. im NOT blaming my friends.

and, no. i dont like what im doing either. but like argh. i need counseling.
pfft. help mee.