22.5.2007

stressed up i tell you. today had sejarah and music and it was really stressful... the whole night before i was studying my sejarah and i woke up in the morning at 5 to study music. sejarah was really hard.. or maybe it was just me because i just dont like sejarah.. oh and the teacher who was watching over my class during sejarah is just dumb okaay. he didnt even notice when i was talking to arif and illyas at the back. but he was really irritating cause when i asked if i could pass up my papers early so i could study music.. he asked me why i wanna study? i was like uh.. i have a paper after this. then he smiled and he turned his back on me. i was like WTH?! and then he came back to my table and said. oh u takyah study la. and he walked off. i was like oh-my-gaawd.. even arif, illyas and jo were like laughing with their super shocked expression.. so i didnt really have a choice i guess. i waited for 20 mins.. pfftss.. after that was english paper 1. and the teacher which came in was pn rukumany. and she smelled like minyak angin i tell you. arif and i kept laughing everytime she passed by our table cause arif would make his dumb face as if he was choking and just couldnt stand the smell. illyas was doing the same. funny fellers i tell you. aand.. pn rukumany was so smart to sit down in the 2nd last row. because of that.. we couldnt laugh properly and when arif or illyas asked me sumthing i couldnt hear at all.. well anyway.. i asked her if i could study music since like i had a whole half hour free.. and she said i could but she didnt collect the paper. she just asked me to leave it to one side. i think thats pretty dumb because certain people can take out their literature book or sumthing together with their music notes. well whatever it is.. i was really stressed up for the next hour and a half because i was studying music. the music history and traditional instruments were just killing me. especially the traditional instruments. there were like one whole stack of papers to memorize. and arif kept snatchin my stuff away. grawrs. while the seni paper was going on.. all the music students were trying to study but the seni students were really noisy.. especially jo and illyas who were joking around with wenn hong and redza. nikki and i were super irritated. and after awhile it was much quieter.. then suddenly all the guys burst out laughing. i practically yelled because thats just what i do when im stressed up. and sanju told me to look at johanns drawing.. it was like a kiddy drawing of that hiro nakamura scene in heroes. the one where he holds the sword and the dinosaur is roaring at him. i didnt find it funny at all.. just proves how guys can laugh at anything as long as its done by johann. haha. typical joker. then was our music paper where i was really thrown off... none of the questions consisted of the traditional instruments or history. instead mostly scales, intervals, triod tonics, key signatures and yada yada yada came out. i was like ARGHH. i hate those stuff.. and i didnt know my keys well. neither did i know my intervals. i bantai everything. and i was so feraking upset after that. and arif had the time to laugh at me just looking at my stressed face. laughed back at him cause he didnt finish his painting on time. so anyways.. went home and headed off to ikea for lunch, i ate like soo much. and then went to borders to find a nice book to read.. and suddenly the whole mall had black out. i was like =.= however.. i did find a book.. but when i was flipping through the pages.. i saw the word fuck and bitch. so i decided not to get it because my parents would prob never approve of it. grawwr.. but i`m suppose to get a book to read during the hols anyway. hee =D tmrw i have science, sivik and pj. so bugger scared for my science. the whole of form 1 plus 3 chapters from form 2.. and my sivik and pjk. i havent even started studying. like urgh but at least its only one more day. i have to go now. see ya<3