30.3.2007

hello. thnks to everyone who tried their best to comfort me and also helped me thru everything. yes, im better than yesterday. =] but still a lil upset. but well.. forget bout that la k. so anyway. at skool. the stupidest thing happened sial. u see.. Usually during assembly.. i`m always standing at the back of the line and i like turning back to see who comes late. hehe. late-comers are forced tostand at the back during assembly and later on they will have to pick up rubbish. so like yea. i decided to take a turn n look. n suddenly i saw uhm. him.
no.. he wasnt late. =.= he isnt spose to be late.. gawd. his always super early. but well yeah. since his a prefect.. he was spose to round n watch the ppl during assembly. n it just so happen he stood next to my class a few steps behind me. so when i turned i was like damn it. he was looking at me. so i immediately turned back in front and i nearly fell down doing so. haih.. kris prob realised it and she turned back to see if i was okay. later on in science class. grace n kris told me they meant to tell me but well. grace was afraid i would cry during assembly if she talks about him and kris said by the time she wanted to tell. she saw i that i already turned back. so not much use larh. n yesh. i cried in science class. for awhile... i dunt really noe why. i rarely cry.
so anyway.. the rest of the day was spent being moody n being comforted by friends. thnks guys. n sorry for just suddenly yelling at u guys. esp kav. im so sorry i just told u to shut up when i knew u were jst playing with karen. n johann.. im sorry i yelled at u when u threw whtvr tht something was at the person in front of me. i was jst moody. well most of the time i was with kris. its fun talking to her =] she cheers me up and makes me feel better with our *fish//justea//robot* talks.. really! so i had fun tht time although all i was doing was trying to get it off my mind.
so after skool.. me n kris headed to the uhm. discipline room block cuz kris wanted to see fish. i usually i jst teman her cuz its fun teasing both of them. haha. said hi to him and walked down with fish and kris. melvin walked with us as well. i felt so bad ok! like seriously.. cuz like.. usually im sure he would be walking with mel and fish.. but since he knew i was walking with them. he walked way in front of us. like 6 steps away. felt so bad. talked to fish awhile and then went up for choir. later on kris got thirsty and she went to get a drink. we stopped to talk with fish for awhile. oh ya. just read this conv below k.
mekrisfishhim
eh jom go down see fish
*walks to stairs*
eh i dun think his down there
*looks closely and sees fish and hims bag*
he IS there..
oh okay.. *runs down the steps and suddenly stops*
rach.. u noe HE is there? u okay with that?
sure.. *walks down slowly while kris skips down*
hi fish!
oh hello! whut u doing here?
hello. *stares blankly into space*
oh hey.
hi rach!!
not going back yet?
mm no. choir.
owh. *pauses* what time? one?
nope.started a few mins ago. just came to get a drink.
until what time. two?
no larh. one thirty.
owh okay.
*stares somewhere else and finds lynette waiting for her mom*
shouts:: lynette! why not going choir?
lynette: got piano class la!
owh okay!
u didnt even hear whut she said and u say oh okay.
she said shes going piano class la!
owh okay. well my moms here. thts a good thing. eh wait. not a good thing! byee..

haha. lame rite? oh n jst fyi..while i was talking to him.. fish n kris were totally in another conv tht i couldnt hear.. n there were other things we talked about as well.. as in all four of us. but when fish left, then he left n kris n i headed back to choir. another conv.

eh.. he looks so guilty la.. u ignore him somemore! pity him a bit larh.
he doesnt look guilty la! hes just tired. that tired look. seen it b4..
owh well.. talk to him la. im sure he doesnt want u to ignore him rite..
i wasnt ignoring him la!! i was talking. in a stoned way. u leh?! fishhy..
haha. i so blind la.

n yada yada yada. talk damn funny la. n i officially LOVE CHOIR!! wheeee. so fun la. cant believe jajastar said it was boring.. its like so super fun.. jaya n lisha n so freaking talented.n so are the other singers! lovely.. it sounded really nice when we combined =] well tht relaxed me a bit. n i guess thts all for today. bye bye dears.