life is short.

somtimes dont you could just re-live yr days again? dont u just feel when sumthing goes wrong, u wished u could go back in time n save wtv was coming? today.. on the 2nd of february.. was prob the saddest day of my life other than the day my grandmom passed away.. basically this is what happened today.. woke up at 6am feeling excited about the tournament which was spose to be helf today.. went to skool n was my usual bubbly self.. until deb came n she was like.. mango passed away.. i was like OMG?!!! are u serious or not ar??
mango - izwan ikmal arif.. 18 this year.. awesome senior. nice. fun. simply the best.
so like yea.. deb was like im serious.. he passed awy this morning in a car accident.. i felt like just throwing up or sumthin.. i was well.. speechless.. torn.. it was jsut so sad to see an awesome guy who has possibilities of a great future ahead of him just leave like that.. seriously saddening okaay.. i mean i didnt noe him well.. i just knew him during 3 on 3 tournament last year n he was kinda close to my bro.. izwans bro was also my bros 'mentor'.. i feel so bad n sorry for not taking the oppurtunity to get to noe him well.. during morning assembly.. when teacher announced his death.. just looking around the assembly.. everyone was so sad.. n for once i saw guys crying.. mainly the scouts.. i shed a tear or two myself.. so went home at 10 to get ready for tournament n went back at 11.30.. when i went back everyone was still upset over izwan.. so just had a few free throws and then boarded the bus to kuan cheng.. the girls there creepy weii.. since its a girls skool.. the girls cut their hair like guys.. eeee... so i was walking with seng fatt n danny.. all the guys like staring at two of them.. i was like swt.. first time see guy is it.. game was tough..lost badly.. but cam whored a lot.. anyway.. reached home around around 3.45.. wasnt sure if i wanted to go to izwans hse to pay respects or not.. in the end i didnt go since i was all sweaty n i dun think it would be appropriate to go to a memorial in a basketball jersey.. so ended up staying in skool with a camera... took loads of pics.. im really really tired now so i dun think i`ll post the pics.. n well yeah.. thts my day.. i gotta go now.. Izwan Ikmal Arif.. may he rest in peace. God bless. =[